My soul is torn

[Verse 1] The city breathes against the glass I count the lights through the cracks You’re in me like a mark In every exhale In every vision I flip through myself Like a stranger An old archive On the margins — names That I erased But they live on as a scar [Chorus] My soul is torn Threads stick out of my heart You’re at the edges I’m the wound I’m afraid to get warm again. My soul Little An unstitched lump of ice Pulls me to you Pulls me to you Even though I’m falling there [Verse 2] We were silent in time The cups have cooled on the windowsill The shared contact is erased But your laughter is still in every call I’m changing the casing Hair color Cities Only in the knot of dreams You come As before Always [Chorus] My soul is torn Threads stick out of my heart You’re at the edges I’m the wound I’m afraid to get warm again. My soul Little An unstitched lump of ice Pulls me to you Pulls me to you Even though I’m falling there [Bridge] If you let go, will you disappear? Or will you stay inside? I’m walking on shards Following the “pain” sign I’m learning to rebuild myself from scratch If you come back, it’ll be too late If you don’t come, it’ll be dark I’m breathing emptiness instead of air And once again, I hear only one thing: [Chorus] My soul is torn Threads stick out of my heart You’re at the edges I’m the wound I’m afraid to get warm again. My soul Little An unstitched lump of ice Pulls me to you Pulls me to you Even though I’m falling there