Not Today

[Verse 1] I don’t wanna talk about it, not right now, The walls are breathing, the shadows bow. I trace the cracks on the ceiling with my eyes, Trying to tell myself I’m not that surprised. [Pre-Chorus] It’s too loud in here, even when it’s quiet, My thoughts are running, but I’m standing still. One step forward, two steps back, it’s the same routine, I’m stuck in this loop, in this hollow screen. [Chorus] Don’t call my name, I won’t answer anyway, Everything’s fading, everything’s gray. Just let me sink into the silence for a while, This hollow feeling is my only smile. Don’t call my name… Don’t call my name… [Verse 2] You say I’ll be fine, but you don’t really know, How the cold settles in, how it starts to grow. I wear my armor like it’s just another coat, But underneath, I’m counting all the things I lost. [Bridge] Maybe tomorrow I’ll find a way to breathe, Maybe I’ll wake up and finally feel the heat. Or maybe I’ll stay right here in the dark, Where the quiet doesn’t ask me to be strong. Stay right here… Stay right here… [Chorus] Don’t call my name, I won’t answer anyway, Everything’s fading, everything’s gray. Just let me sink into the silence for a while, This hollow feeling is my only smile. Don’t call my name… Don’t call my name… [Outro] Not today… Not today… I’ll tell you later… Maybe never…