Who am !?

Verse 1 I've been living on autopilot for a long time., He laughed where it was dark inside. He changed words like cheap sheet music, And everything seemed like the wrong movie. I followed the crowd so that I wouldn't be alone, But he was losing face in this crowd. And the more I searched for the reasons, The further he got away from himself. Chorus I'm looking for myself like the air in a closed room., Like the light in the window when it's raining outside. I don't want to be memory-friendly anymore., I want to find out who I really am, seriously. I'm looking for myself, going through the noise and doubts, Even if not immediately, but I'll get to the bottom. If the heart is alive, then there is a direction., So I'm not lost. I'm just on my way for now. Verse 2 They told me, “Keep it simple, don't think.", Life is not about the truth, but about the view.” But I'm tired of other people's scripts., Where everyone plays, but it hurts in silence. I was picking myself up in the morning, piecing together my voice, habits, and fear. And I realized: to hear myself, I need to be quiet for a moment. Chorus I'm looking for myself like the air in a closed room., Like the light in the window when it's raining outside. I don't want to be memory-friendly anymore., I want to find out who I really am, seriously. I'm looking for myself, going through the noise and doubts, Even if not immediately, but I'll get to the bottom. If the heart is alive, then there is a direction., So I'm not lost. I'm just on my way for now. Bridge And if I lose it again tomorrow, I'll get up, even if it's not from scratch. Not everything that hurts should be a weakness., Not everything that is quiet is emptiness. The final I'm not looking for myself for a beautiful phrase., Not for other people's eyes and other people's victories. I just want to answer one day. To answer the main question that is in me: Who am I?