Suicidal love

[Intro] Grizai? --- [spoken] You said jump [short pause] I asked how high [short pause] That was the problem [Verse 1] [soft vocal] You held a match I brought the gas We didn't burn We just collapsed Loving you felt like Pills on a tongue Sweet on the way down [breath] Dead when it's done [Chorus] [calm vocal] Suicidal love We kissed the gun Every "I need you" Was a loaded one No one pushed We fell together Suicidal love No happy ever [Build] [whispered] Pull the trigger now [short silence] [DROP] [aggressive instrumental only — bass, distortion, glitches] [vocal stays soft, like a ghost over chaos] [no screaming, no vocoder] [sing gently through the drop] Suicidal [soft] Suicidal [soft] [instrumental break — 4 bars] [bass hit] [Verse 2] [soft vocal, colder] Your hands around my throat Not to choke [short pause] To feel something real We confused the bruise with zeal I stopped breathing You stopped caring Two ghosts in a bed Too tired for swearing [Chorus] [soft vocal, same as before] Suicidal love We kissed the gun Every "stay with me" Was a loaded one No one survived We just got clever Suicidal love No happy ever [Short build] [soft whisper] Again [DROP 2 — heavier instrumental, but vocal remains gentle] [whisper-sing] We loved the fall [soft] We loved the fall [instrumental — 8 bars, bass drops harder, vocal silence] [Bridge] [soft, almost asleep vocal] You wanted a grave with a view I wanted to die next to you [long pause] We got both [short pause] And nothing else [Outro] [whisper, fading] We didn't lose each other [breath] We just finished the fall [long pause] Don't pray for us [final breath] We loved the wall [End] [one last soft exhale] ---