You can't change me

[Soft Saxophone Intro] [Vulnerable Vocals] [Breathy] I'd like to keep quiet, but I can't. I want to tell the truth, but I can't. I want to take my time, but I'm in a hurry. I want to follow my instincts, but I can't. [Instrumental Break] [Melancholic Atmosphere] [Verse 1] [Warm] [Legato] I don't want to worry about everyone, I don't want to get involved where I'm not asked to, I just want to enjoy the silence, But my temperament makes adjustments... [Pre-Chorus] [Building Intensity] [Emotive vocal] I would reject lies calmly, I wouldn't get angry that they treat me like a fool, I would learn not to suffer, When all hope is destroyed... [Chorus] [Emotional Swell] [Belting] I'd like to keep quiet, but I can't. I want to tell the truth, but I can't. I want to take my time, but I'm in a hurry. I want to follow my instincts, but I can't. [Melodic Interlude] [ Dramatic Saxophone Solo] [Interlude] [Whispered] [Introspective vocal] I know everything, and yet again I walk towards it as if I were alive, Without unnecessary words, without unnecessary rules, Forgetting myself in the process... [Verse 2] [Smooth] [Longing vocal] I wish I could love myself, Without digging into my mistakes, I wish I could know that I can't love everyone... But God knows, it's hard for me to change... [Bridge] [Stripped Back] [Vulnerable Vocals] [Soft] I don't ask for forgiveness for myself, For wearing my heart on my sleeve, For feeling sorry for everyone again, For enduring pain without a cup... Even if it's not the right way, even if it's not according to the rules, Even if it's naive and even if it's ridiculous, But I live with my heart and my character, And that's who I am, all the way down to the bottom... [Break] [Powerful Chorus] [Belting] [Triumphant vocal] [Layered Arrangement] I wish I could keep quiet, but I can't., Face the whole truth, and all at once, I'd like to take my time, but I'm running. Wherever my mind tells me to go... I wish I wasn't rooting for everyone., Don't go where I'm not asked to go., BUT I LIVE WITH AN OPEN MIND., AND HE MAKES ADJUSTMENTS TO HIS TEMPERAMENT! [Instrumental Break] [Orchestral Build] [Euphoric Build] [Outro] [Fading vocals] [Soft] [Warm] [Harmonies] [[[[ Fade to End ]]]]