Why am [Мираж] trying to drive you crazy?

[Verse 1] I call Then I cancel Say “come” Then I’m cold Count every minute Till I say I want to be alone I’m scared of the quiet But I pick Every fight I’m watching us shaking While I’m holding The dynamite [Chorus] I don’t wanna get bored and break up I don’t wanna sleep in this bed alone So why am I pushing you away Away? Why am I trying to drive you crazy? I hate how I’m making you guess I hate how I’m freezing when you get close I don’t wanna lose you in this game So why am I trying to drive you crazy? [Verse 2] You cook I go silent You ask I shut down You reach for my hand I’m already pulling out I’m shocked at the mirror Who is this in my place? I’m testing your limits Just to feel you say you’ll stay [Chorus] I don’t wanna get bored and break up I don’t wanna sleep in this bed alone So why am I pushing you away Away? Why am I trying to drive you crazy? I hate how I’m making you guess I hate how I’m freezing when you get close I don’t wanna lose you in this game So why am I trying to drive you crazy? [Bridge] Maybe I’m scared you’ll see through me (see through me) See all the cracks I keep hidden in the dark Maybe I’d rather be the one to ruin this Than watch you walk off with my heart [Chorus] I don’t wanna get bored and break up I don’t wanna sleep in this bed alone So why am I pushing you away Away? Why am I trying to drive you crazy? I hate how I’m making you guess I hate how I’m freezing when you get close If I’m really begging you to stay Why am I trying to drive you crazy?