If you

If you want love, I'll give you everything, I'll give you everything, that you want. If you want me, all night long, I know one thing - you want it. We were together, sharing everything for several years in a row, we were awakened by the dawn and aroused by the sunset, we fell on the crumpled sheets with drops of tears measured, in the flame of a candle, we searched for dozens of words true. It seemed that we didn't have enough patience, sometimes it was unclear how we would go on. Rare calls diluted the islets of sadness, we pretended, taking stupidity seriously. And if I'm honest to the end, I didn't find a place, if I was far away for a long time, and we weren't together. I didn't put myself on a pedestal above – I was on a par with you, I took this niche. It didn't matter if it was close or rare, I didn't give importance, I didn't put marks, but in those rare moments of our passion we were reflected in love, we were in its power. I drowned in your love, closing my eyes and ears, I rejoiced like a child when I couldn't see the land, I was soaked through and through with this sweet fairy tale, I burned in the fire of love from your unearthly caresses. Again, I found myself dreaming of you, as the crimson circle of the sun sank lower. But the tiny grains of quartz in the hourglass raised questions about what seemed solid. It's unlikely that time will be able to destroy what was before, walks, embraces, and what's next? We change cars, houses, friends, and connections, and faces, accelerate the phases of life, unable to stop. We cry, we jump shoulder to shoulder, at night we hide the drops of tears in the cold sheets, diluting them with absurdly bright dreams. What will happen to us next? What will happen to us next? You know, I'll die alone, without finding a reason. It's just a matter of shedding tears, but time won't change. Even on my way to heaven, touching the sky, I won't try to reject my love, trying to forget you over and over again. Over time, you've become more sophisticated, looking much better, Diamonds, cars, yachts, and a bunch of clothes, keys to bulging safes, expensive cars, but it doesn't mean anything to me. You've tasted the pleasures of an easy life, but you didn't notice how your life had passed you by. You've become even further away from me, but still I will never be like that, and neither will our daughter.