Dark techno carried by a low, endless pulse. Gothic and
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08.11.2026
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Текст песни
[Verse 1]
I’m writing this out in English now,
coffee ring drying on the desk.
No big speech, just the words I use
when I’m too wired to pretend I’m fine.
Phone face-down, keys in the bowl,
the room hums on the fridge’s hiss.
I keep circling the same small thing,
like it might make sense if I stay with it.
[Chorus]
I don’t need a clean excuse,
I just need a line that holds.
Something plain enough to carry
all the things I can’t quite say out loud.
If it comes out rough, let it be rough,
if it comes out slow, I’ll take it.
I’m not chasing a perfect ending,
just a way to leave a mark.
[Verse 2]
It’s the stain by the keyboard,
the train that shook the cup of pens,
the half-open window letting in
sirens, a dog bark, someone laughing below.
I wrote your name, then erased it,
left the ghost of it in the margin.
Some days that’s how it goes:
a whole conversation in a scratched-out line.
[Chorus]
I don’t need a clean excuse,
I just need a line that holds.
Something plain enough to carry
all the things I can’t quite say out loud.
If it comes out rough, let it be rough,
if it comes out slow, I’ll take it.
I’m not chasing a perfect ending,
just a way to leave a mark.
[Bridge]
Maybe the page is enough for now.
Maybe the honest part is the mess.
I keep the lamp on, start again,
same desk, same stain, different words.
[Final Chorus]
I don’t need a clean excuse,
I just need a line that holds.
Something plain enough to carry
all the things I can’t quite say out loud.
If it comes out rough, let it be rough,
if it comes out slow, I’ll take it.
I’m not chasing a perfect ending,
just a way to leave a mark.