[lo-fi mono dictaphone recording, intimate ASMR, 5 AM, analog tape saturation, heavy warble, pitch drift, thick spring reverb, no drums, no pulse, free rubato, deep sub-bass drone, pump organ pad, heavily out-of-tune Russian khromka with labored bellows wheeze and metal button clatter, heavily out-of-tune balalaika with metallic string buzz, extreme throat strain, male baritone, guttural vocal rupture, voice cracking on high notes, choking, syllables dragged and stuck to the teeth, drowning in Russian sorrow, kitchen confession]`